You can find the official version and various artistic interpretations online: : Available on YouTube .

Originally released on her 2018 album Demo (and later as a single in 2024), the song captures the distinct atmosphere of Bodrum and the Turkish coast.

: A key moment in the song mentions "hitting the bottom of the mastic raki" ( sakız rakısı ), symbolizing a moment of raw, alcohol-induced vulnerability where one finally lets out their tears.

Sezen Aksu - Begonvil lyrics translation in English | Musixmatch